something positive

So I think my comments have been quite negative lately and I think I’ve been reacting to the defensive nature of those who don’t believe in radical change. So I need to share my positive perspective.

I’ve been healed of some intense conditions in my life, a paralyzed face, a severe sinus infection, bipolar disorder, the symptoms of meningitis, and an inflamed gall bladder are just a few. Each time the healing took place I was transformed spiritually. In no case was I studying or reading to get a healing. I do that when I’m well so I’m prepared for the trials to come. When I need a healing I work to let go of whatever I’m identifying with that’s not true and learn what is true about me and then I mentally jump off a cliff with the knowledge that God’s Love is there to catch me. Sometimes it takes me days to get to this place, but when I get there, the free fall into the Christ is the most amazing experience.

The thing is I want everyone who desires it to have a chance to have this. I feel lonely and useless keeping it to myself. And while I do share one-on-one without restraint, I can only do so much. I want to offer a place where people can delve into this practice. I imagine a church that performs more like a wellness center where there are resources to help people along in their spiritual journey. I want to be part of this place, something bigger than myself.